blah, blah, blah....

crap, crap, crap, i just wrote a whole post and deleted the entire thing... freaking frakers....

I just realized a while ago that i have a lunch date on tuesday so i can't go and take pictures.

I'm pensive tonight about the direction of my life and my dreams... what am I looking for, what am i going to do, or go or achieve. My future is unclear right now besides the obvious of raising my children. I'm 41, I don't feel my age, I hope I don't look my age and it really gives me pause. I think of what i have done, what I'm doing and what I want to do.


it looks like i have to put miguel to sleep, he seems to be spinning rapidly and might need to chill.

hugs