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do you ever wonder about life, or you know have days when it seems like things don't make sense and everything is convoluted and jumbled? i hate those days... the feeling of confusion and lack of direction.

i want to take pictures today, but can't, not until the kids are in school can i take the time to do it. i want to go to altus to take pictures, i'm already thinking of the beautiful areas i can photograph. it's so unusual for me to take pictures of nature, i've always been inclined to take pictures of people and animals, it has always been my "thing" But lately i'm thinking of trees and waterfalls, of mountains and country fences, you know those wood ones that look weathered. i think i'm going to be doing a lot of driving this next few months and find places, i know so little of the area i live in, i want to see the places that are hidden and waiting to be "seen" i know they are out there...

before i end this post i was trying to think of a quote or something, powerful and deep to say, even if it makes no sense. so often i read poems or quotes and for some reason, even if it doesn't apply they speak to me, so here it goes.

Ain't it funny how a moment could just change your life, and you don't want to face what's wrong or right. Ain't it strange how fate can play a part, in the story of your heart.

Jennifer Lopez, Ain't It Funny